Sunday, July 15, 2007
many events behind my back now.it sort of leaves you deflated.
hope they had fun ytd.nv knew there was so much to do,so many things to forsee,and many more things to decide upon.and it's like you can't just make a hasty decision because you're not the only one bearing the consequences.and there's always the finances to think abt.but i enjoyed the whole process.i thank God for the wonderful comm.hahas 'you guys have the dream comm la!' and i believe so :) we were just talking abt the weeks leading to THE event on fri.i know everyone does tt.like a pre-event talk.all the 'i can't believe how far we've come since the 1st meeting','wow,it's finally here' and stuff like that.no matter how cliche it sounds,it's true.there were times when i really dreaded meetings.i wldn't know what we had to discuss,i wldn't know who's gg to turn up.a lot of uncertainty,a lot of 'what-ifs' and 'maybe we cld do it another week'.but it has been good.and i thank God for still blessing the event though we didn't centre out event on Him.it was just a mad rush of things to do,pub to attract ppl,reg to see to.maybe it's just me,but for the past weeks since reg started i find myself constantly worrying abt pub/reg during serv.if it's gg to turn out the way it shld,if we cld grab the table before alpha youth did.hahas.but it was all good
and now i'm just deflated -
the underground min sounds good to me.i think it's necessary.sth so simple to do,and yet so detrimental in some ways.i just need time -
so i'm off,and it'll prolly be another month before i'm back again to rant.hahas.
i'll worship You, my God; 7:33 AM