funny how i always have a lot to say while the page is loading,then when it finally appears,i totally have no idea whatsoever on whatever i intended to write.oh poo!i just dropped another strand of hair :( having some really bad out break of large,gross pimples on my chin.it's really irritating cos it's huge and lumpy.eew.
many events,many outcomes,many after-thoughts,few changes.PLUNGE was a blast,but the whole spiritual high thing didn't really apply to me.guess it's the same for a few of us in the comm.there's always this feeling of being slightly detached from it.no doubt we all had our own encounters,but for us,it prolly wasn't at camp itself,it was during the days leading to camp.then there was altitude.rotten papayas really stink.i bet they use them in stink bombs,you know,those you can buy in pri sch bookshops for abt 30cents a pack or so.hahas.you could try lacing your doorway with rotten papayas,now that would really keep the burglars away!watchnight,and 07 arrived.
loads of last minute catching up here and there before sch starts proper.bidding,catching buses,trains.the night at pk's.the crazy game of cranium,the not very pleased waiter,and the worst costume party theme ever!wellss i had funn.a lot of funn.nth beats this silly group of ppl:) took a trip back to grey's with xunn.ohh i figured grey's is a cooler way of referring to nj,rather than just saying nj.ahhas.band room's changed a bit.thou i adore the orange walls,the brand new piano,the new instruments,the pretty harp still standing,the cutesy puffy furry bedroom slippers,somehow the cosy,homely feel of the room's gone.disappeared,poof!ohh they have a tuned guitar as well!how blissful.sch's changed a bit.it's so colourful i thought i stepped into a pri sch.lt5's be redone and it's how high class now.days of us shuffling to lt-s for lects,spotting our friends and shouting and waving,our unstoppable small talks during lects.ahh.it's just kinda different now.
anyhowss i'm so brave.i sat alone for one lect.i'm pass the 'i feel lonely' stage.it feels quite ok to go home alone,walk to the 'loser' bus stop and take the bus back.it's just a matter of getting used to aye.it's just different.but i cld get used to that i think.nahh.i'm not making sense.
probably everything will soothe out.probably the creases that spoil the fabric will go away:) who else fills my cup till it overflows?undignified was awesome.i experienced a breakthrough,in a way.it's in knowing,it's in believing,it's in holding on to Him.and i will.
talk abt 07 being THE year for us,youths amassed tons of excitement.but we don't feel excited just because we keep talking abt it.
