Friday, September 01, 2006
in the 1930s the great depression was a period of gloom and doom for the world economy.
today,the great depression is still a period of gloom and doom,for me.
i've come to realise that things are not always in your favour.things aren't for certain.things can change.things will change.things can make and break you and it's all up to you to choose the route you take for yourself.i cld sucuumb to giving up entirely,or i cld be really thick skinned and hopefully strike it out.
where is the secure and normal and funn environment i used to have.guess it all starts out different.
i really needed to hear things into my face and i'm glad for the talk today.minus the many smokers,ants and leaves.i need to face up to my feelings.and somehow or another i need to open up.no point thinking too much nowadays.no one's going to remember much of you with everyone taking different paths aft a few months.
we went high just now.being too depressed made us swing right to the other extreme.
heyss i feel bad for always not being able to be there.but i will try to ya.don't like to say yes and end up over-promising.so the nxt time i say yes it's really a yes.
i'm really looking forward to dec.it's going to be good,better than good.it's going to be radical.and i like how it sounds so far.yeayness.we need Your touch!
i was trying to pronounce this 'passiton' and i realise it's just 'pass it on' joined together.coolness.we need to just break things up urh.
we're all in the same boat and we will survive.i'm good.
met the bandeess.they make me so happy.it's been super long since i laughed so hard.so long since i laughed at real humour.
xunss i shld nv try fan zuo zi in nus.i bet ppl will stare at me and make me even weirder than they think i already am.hahas.
i'll worship You, my God; 10:51 AM