Tuesday, September 19, 2006
hope dark eye rings won't come to haunt me in the near future.wonder what's the consequences for sleeping late.had problems sleeping recently.and as a friend puts it,i'm missing out on lots of slumber funn.i toss and turn till 4plus in the morning.and by the time i officially enter into my dear old la-la land,my alarm rings and as the story goes,i jump out of bed and i'm late for my lect.missed half of my 1hr tut today.muttered a sorry and a gave tight lipped smile.not that the tutor reacted.guess she must have been very deep in thought.
zen sort of makes me laugh.no offense to anyone,but how does someone meditate on nothingness.doesn't meditating require you to think?and if u're thinking,how can you say you're thinking of nothing.i mean surely you must be thinking of something before you can qualify yourself as thinking ritess!
SU SU SU!i'm clinging onto the hope that the geisha portion of the module would be more interesting than what is being covered now.
i've become accustomed to long bus rides.made use of the rides to think,to review.we all need a reality check don't we.realised i've changed in my perceptions,in my viewpoints.like the things mee and dee did in the past,seemed more reasonable now.
there's always this constant drone of 'i'm lagging behind' in my head.wonder if i'm hallucinating.sadly i'm not.it's so true.ah wellss.accounting is not worth it!hahas.
how true that times change,situations change,even the world changes *come on,look at dear old pluto,it's no longer a planet* but Your Word and You nv change.and i take comfort in this.
those is places other than hot,humid,IMF-in-the-progress singapore,youu babess take care alrightss.and pls do come back in dec.
no more the sad life.it's all abt taking the first step.sighh.i must have grown more thick skinned thru the months.
i'm gg to master driving and beat everyone in daytona.hahas.no.tt's just dumb.i'm gg to master driving so i pass and don't waste money.tt's more like it.and after passing,it's the qn of how am i gg to wrestle the car keys out of my dad's hands.i'll think abt it.
wheess.here's to fantastic days ahead,loads of funn amidst notes and books,and sleeep!
i'll worship You, my God; 9:54 AM