Sunday, September 24, 2006
awww.no one does freedom like hadyy!go hady.this yr's grand finals was quite a let down.was expecting at least 2hrs of singing,frm the top 2 and the top 12.and it was just an hour and a half,and very poorly planned.poor gurmit.i think he was a bundle of nerves.wonder why.but he seems to be tumbling over all his lines and stuff.ah wellss.i would be too if i had to face thousands of ppl.everyone's got their eyes on you.lalala.mann.i'm in the mood for feel good songs.
met sher for breakfast.i'm going to be so lonely.it's so depressing!i miss vonne.i miss pau.i'm going to miss sher and clarise.and just when i got to know each of them at a different level.this is so gross.prolly tt's why the need for feel good songs.
i see and feel a change in me.and i really thank Him for giving me this opportunity to be serving in the comm.thou there are times when i feel tt i'm not really contributing much,i hold on to the belief that He has a purpose and a role for me in there.so i'm holding on.i love felly welly so much.she's such a dearr!glad they're expressing interest in coming for camp.because it's going to be so good.
still at a stage of finding myself.in that place.it's like zapping me back to 2yrs ago when i first entered a brand new environment,entirely on my own.just that now i'm zapping myself to this refresh page.i've been here my whole life.but it doesn't seem this way.it's here there and everywhere.used to ask why a lot.and i realise i can't keep asking why.i've got a part to play.it's going to be so trying.so much harder because i've been here since day 1.but really what's 1st impressions,what's lasting impressions.wipe it all away!
laughter that hides silent cries.tt really spoke to me today.how true.don't we all?
i'll worship You, my God; 6:58 AM