Friday, February 24, 2006
days zoom past.zoom zoom.it's the end of yet another boring,lifeless,work-filled week.i drag myself out of bed every monring,looking forward only to lunch,and 5pm,tt's when i knock off.i can't imagine working for ten over yrs,getting long service awards and stuff.eekss.u're doing the same thing everyday for 10 years of your life.tuas is nv going to materialise.i've no complains abt lavender.just that everything is starting to seem rather depressing.like todayy.lunch became such a depressing event.we ran out of places to go to.went to almost every place tt offers food.the pathetic coffeeshops,the romantic umbrella market,beach road.checking files makes me depressed.
sunflower seeds are nice to munch.
sometimes it pushes me to the brink of an ugly outburst.sometimes i go thru in my mind what i'll say,what will happen.it's hard to control.it's hard to place my finger on what exactly is just so irritating.
yi ma's op went well and i thank God for seeing her thru the op.although there were some disappointments here and there i guess it sets our hearts at ease knowing tt the risk is now zero,tt it'll nv occur again.despite all these she's still got so much joy in her.be encouraged all youu healthy movable people.
our minds are so fascinating.
i'll worship You, my God; 7:11 AM