Monday, August 08, 2005
the past two wks were horrid ones.it's scary how fast ppl age.it's scary when uuu see the veins popping out on his forehead,and what's left of his gung-ho past are reduced to just loose skin and bones.his tatoo still remains,but it looks so wrong on him now.and so he came back frm the hospital.a hospital stay's supposed to make a person well rites.how come he turned out to be weaker than he was?why is it tt he can't walk now?i think it's in the mind.2wks on lying down on the bed,of being waited upon hand and foot,makes him dependent on nurses for everything.home searching.mummy's really stressed out.phone calls and what have yous.i wished i cld help.but then again this is sth not for me to poke my nose into.sibling quarrels.interesting.
sometimes the solution's just there.but it's the ppl involved,their opinions,their criticisms tt makes the whole situation worse than it is.tsk tsk.we shld sometimes just put aside all these la.hahas.but it's just oh so hard.
went to watch a voice recital ytd night.it was so beauutiful.God really blessed all these ppl with such beautiful voices.there was this nj girl too.didn't know tt.met ben at the concert.joanne and tessa sung so beautifully.the phantom duet was super good la!!the phantom was so funny.their voices were loud,but not defening.it was so rich and solid tt i can't even poke my finger thru.fantastic.
wells sometimes i think i exhibit double standards.it's so hard to be nice to ahems.baa.
food.whoos.it was a great experience.saw the home hannah's class was in charge of.i really applaud the helpers.honestly i'd be scared to be amongst them.ahhhs.i didn't get to see the little kids.oh mans.i think i want to be a kindergarten teacher aft As.hahas.so so so funn.
kboxing with 07 was super fun tooss.suzy and i wanted to crash hanny's but they went orchard instead.hahas.guess it's one of the few class outings we have.so so funn.it was really enjoyable.
ge tai is so funky.they have great sound systems.
i'll worship You, my God; 6:38 AM