Saturday, August 20, 2005
and so another wk has passed me by.i came here to rant abt it.
i ran here and there and everywhere.kays.it's just frm jurong to panjang every alternate days.i think my grandpa's quite happy there.but it's so obvious he's not speaking the truth cos the nurse tells us tt he sobs at night.he says staying there's quite ok,but whenever my grandma comes to visit him,he'll tell her how lonely he feels here and how much he wants to go back home.ouch says my heart.but all i can do is feel sad for him.but yeayss.he accepted Christ on thursday!yeayss.the pastor was really good and i thought he really connected with grandpa on a certain lvl.
another guy in the home has a tumour in his brain.he's only 39.ouch.it's different when u hear of these patients and when u actually see them in person.ouch.it's so so different.and i really thank God for giving us good health.i mean we may complain how fats congregate in our tummys or on our thighs,but seriously,isn't it just so amazing to be breathing?i appreciate life a lot more aft frequent visits to the home.i appreciate my grandmother a lot more tooss.i feel bad for sometimes rushing her to end her phone calls cos i need to finish up my work.eeks youu esther.tt's so horrible.
i read the newspaper today.i saw the pictures of starving african kids.i plead guilty to the numerous times i throw away food,cos i can't finish what's on my plate,or cos there's so much food we forgot what has expired.baa baa.corrupt profiteering disrupts aid sent to these places.eekss.humans are how selfish.
colours was okss i guess.it looked like a fashion parade.my tianss arh.hahas.ah wells.regretted not koping the light sticks.so mei mei.food was good.whooss.the chicken was so hard to bite.baa baa.we went hanny's house to rot.so funn.pictionary was funn.slip disc,osteoporosis.hahas.cinnamon was nice.surveyss take up our time.
it's so weird.how suddenly a common grd's gone.suddenly we seem to go back to square one sometimes.it's like snake and ladder.i guessed i just slided down a green slimy snake.eekss.oh wells.i just need to roll the dice again?yeayss.how i wish it was this simple.
blending into the world.hmms.tricky.
i shall watch uuu drive me crazy laterss to make myself happy.i need to feel happy everyday.yeayss.i know whyy tt mp3 player's free alr.cos it stores only 14songs.hahas.ayess.free stuff are good anyhowwss.
all things bright and beauutiful.all creatures great and small.
i'll worship You, my God; 7:02 AM