Monday, July 04, 2005
read zhiss blog just now and was listening to the cd they burnt for each and every band member.heyss!!it's really cool la.i'm sure everyone appreciates it a lot a lot.because i really do.
cts are over.hahas.i haven't enjoyed the end of cts yet!it felt so weird not to be gallavanting in orchard or some shopping centre right aft hist paper with s1 and huiqi.band is funn!oh wells.to the extent of me not knowing what day it is today.
attire's quite a problem.but i really thank God for minghui ade who went down to bugis to look for tt sinma shop for me,but only to find that there were only 2scarves in tt whole sinma shop.for sixun for gg to concourse to get the pretty,funky hats.for hanjie for coming over to my house on fri and pia-ing the poster thru the night.had a really long talk with her till 430am.hahas.but we overslept!so sorry shuhengss didn't go down to shift the coats as promised.hannyss and i cabbed down.thank clarine for waiting for slow pok me and for going down to causeway to check isrida out.without all their help,think has,i can go and laugh.
and of course hengss and anness!really.i'm really thankful for them.i know i can't manage this whole thing alone.pia-ing down to nie on fri night for the coats.and then we almost made hengss's dad pissed.not being able to feel our legs below those coats.hahas.think we all built loads of muslces just carrying those coats urh.hahas.kirbyss is nice tooss.he asked if help was needed.
the supplier was supposed to call us on sunday but she didn't!hengss went to check with the shop and they only had 30.my tians arh.like a day before full dress and we don't have scarves.hahas.i kept asking God why He didn't want to provide me with the scarves.didn't i pray?didn't i tell Him how badly i needed those scarves?i know what His reason was!we won't know how to manage tt huge piece of cloth.we went spotlight to get cloth.mass production started at night.felt really bad cos hengss had to give up her section dinner.but she cld go for it oness.annes had her old clique outing and she didn't go for it too.felt like i was robbing them of their funky and happening lifestyles.we tried all ways and means to make it match our attire.it was hard but i guess we did it!cutting cloth is so hard.i really appreciate all the tailors in the world now.intended to use nail polish to prevent fraying but half a bottle was used just for one sash.hahas.so funny.burnt the edges in the end.i thank God for my maid tooss!she is so efficient!she can cut!fast and straight lahs!so funky.
hannyss said we only have a few days left to serve the band,so let's just put in our all during these few days.i agree with it toos.4intensive days.and more to come.yes.i'm looking forward to it.and i don't want it to end.
my parents quarelled over it.i know they were trying to help,in their own ways.guess they both had different ways to get to the end product.quarelled with them too.sometimes i really think they're not making sense.how come he can make concessions to so many other ppl but not to me?i don't think i'm asking too much.how come when he has sth to do we all wld have to change to fit into his plan.ahhhhs.
heard stuff that we predicted wld happen.i guess predicting it really helps.at least it lessens the whole impact.i really prefer ppl to tell it to my face.seriously,i won't be pissed.somehow when i heard it today i still cannot bring myself to bring up the topic.yes we predicted it wld happen but i just can't tear this wall down.it's just me.
hope everything turns out ok.there are a lot things that may seem small to ppl.but ppl can't do without it.
i like abba gold.it reminds me of the mama mia musical i watched.
don't want the whole journey to end.really enjoyed all that has happened.yes.even the heart stopping no scarves incident.
i miss what happened a yr ago during etude.tt funn.tt togetherness within.i don't feel it noww.i'm sad.
i'll worship You, my God; 5:24 AM