Sunday, May 22, 2005
haven't updated in quite a while ayess.hahas.my dear computer crashed and died on fri.while i was trying to go online,the cpu suddenly exploded and boomed.what followed after included smoke and a icky smell.hahas.i thought it was funny.anyhowss.my comp's dead so i doubt i'll be coming online tt often.ahhs.i'm feeling deprived alr!using my dad's laptop now.but he's like a bit reluctant to let me use tooss.ahhhss.shall learn to live without technology in the form of a computer for the time being.
shuhui's exhibition//loved it.looking at her drawings i was instantly reminded of my own grandfather.he passed away 11 yrs ago,when i was in pri 1.though i was really young then,i can still remember a lot of things abt him.prolly cos he was the one who was taking care of me,since the day i breathed.i remember him smoking a lot,though he was trying to quit smoking cos of all the health hazards a smoker who pose to a baby - - me tt is.i know he gambled.my dad used to quarrel with him over it.i remember him not paying his debts,and had some strangers appear at my grandparent's house when i was watching a ninja turtle cartoon.but despite all his shortcomings,he was such a loving grandfather.he taught me chinese,sort of made me quite like chinese last time tt is.he always brought me out for walks in the neighbourhood when my grandmother was cooking dinner.he bought me a lot of stuff.i still keep tt pretty unicorn decorated scissors he bought.i brought it to kindergarten one day,and someone stole it.he bought me another one from the provision shop near our house.he plucked out two of my teeth.and he always fed me.kays.i was a spoilt lil' girl.the first time i ate dinner by myself was the first day of his funeral.i don't know why but tt day,it seems that i suddenly matured.i remember refusing to go near his coffin,refusing to look at him.i cried and i made a lot of others cry too.after his burial,i was in my grandma's house and as i was walking down the stairs i saw a glimpse of someone who looked like my grandfather.i screamed ran down the stairs towards tt someone.ayess.what a disappointment.it was my maid.hohoho.i miss my grandfather lots.i know my family does too.i hope tt as he looks down on us from heaven,he'll be smiling too,and knowing how we've grown,how we've changed and i hope i get to meet him when i'm up there too.i love my grandpa.
i admire how shuhui can translate what she feels into clear define strokes.it's just so cool.
shall go off for my crab dinner now.my dad's weird la.hahas.he suddenly feels like eating crab.so eeekss,we gg off for crab nowss.ayess.i don't like to get my hands dirty.i'm lazy.
love talking over the phone.it'll be nice if my ears don't go hot aft talking for too long.it's so irritating.
40dop ended today.so glad to see vonne.and xiaopam's so sweet.yeays.she's starting sch soon,on tue.yeayss.can meet her for lunch finally.hope fel's eyes are better tooss.
i cannot be bought\\purpose-driven\\
yeayss.i love shopping.hahas.and my mummy broke my beauutiful friends light up the day mug.ahhhhs.
i'll worship You, my God; 3:49 AM