Thursday, February 24, 2005
disgusted.the lack of enthusiasm.but how can i blame them?the price is steep,but heys,it's in a hotel.ugh.i was so irritated.can't imagine a grp of so many and yet only a super small fraction of them are actually going.it's really not funny.i'm not tickled.and then suddenly a hotel wasn't actually necessary.so it's back to the trusty old yellow pages again urh.it's not funn.i don't think i have the right to complain since i'm supposed to do it.i don't like crying in front of ppl.it's embarrassing and i look terribly ugly.just so irritated and pissed.it's hard trying to acede to everyone's wants.this that that and this.
i know it's important but i feel that some stuff shldn't be neglected as well.i feel sad for them.really.they have nth much worth remembering do they?sometimes i get irritated by the constant talk abt tt issue,but then i realise that it's what we went in there to do ritess.and it'll be an achievement.but we're humans afterall.things shldn't just revolve ard just what's required.hello are we missing out on other things.we have 5senses don't we.how about using more of our skin?raaah.i think it's just as important as trying to master yes yes,the oh-so-important issue.i wonder if they feel welcomed.i hope everyone feels a part of the whole thing.not being left behind and all.maybe i'm using too much of my skin.but ah wells,i'm just grouchy now.raah.
so so glad for them all.especially nicoless.someone who went thru the same whole traumatic experience.it feels super good being understood.i hope everything goes well.meanwhile say helloss to yellow pages.
glad to know that it exist.
i'll worship You, my God; 1:49 AM